Somebody took me to go meet the guys from part time!! he led me to the room where they were in and I was so drunk but I kept my cool. David I hope you ignore me because I bailed on you that one time and not because that’s how you really are to your fans. Bille is so nice and sweet ^~^ he also has a gorgeous girl as well. Man I’m just glad I didn’t make a fool out of myself in front them. amazing concert! LA kids need to loosen up a bit

llovinghome:

Going over to my best friends house to possibly get some dick but I’m mostly there to play melee with him ^~^

I’m a lonely girl and for some reason I need someone to love me. I wish I didn’t have this need but I do and everyday I think about it. It wasn’t such a problem as it is now. I really dislike this feeling because it makes me really sad and empty. So empty that I think about dying. I’m 21 goddamit and I’m tired of these stupid feelings.

Hi I’m getting better at melee (:

thesaddestchorusgirlintheworld:

Having sex with someone actually is a big deal and involves a ton of vulnerability and I think it’s extremely troubling and gross and unhealthy and actually exceptionally dangerous that we pretend otherwise and encourage people to “be mature” by compartmentalizing/completely eliminating their deeper human emotions from their sexuality and that any other view is dismissed as prudish and invalid and unenlightened and childish and restrictive. I can’t think about this too much because it makes me rage but I hate how much porn and capitalism have destroyed how we understand and experience sexuality and intimate connections with one another so much.

SHUT THE FUCK UP lol